jaggedmind

2007-02-07T14:46:00.000+08:00

its gone, find me if you can!

2007-02-07T14:45:00.000+08:00

its gone, find me if you can!

2007-02-07T14:17:00.001+08:00

its gone, find me if you can!

2007-01-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

THE FIVE! and ME! :DHMM, havent been blogging. HAHA. the usual, been busy with life.anyways, i would like to thank all those who send me birthday wishes. i am really touched that you guys remember my birthday even though you hardly see me :D and i would also like to thank those wonderful five friends of mine who spent my birthday with me :D all of you ended my birthday with such happiness that

2007-01-15T23:57:00.000+08:00

I see GraceSeal by Your SacrificeI see Love reaching for mePrecious BloodWashes and SanctifiesHealing FlowsSetting me freeI see GraceHe is my Grace :D

2007-01-14T18:47:00.000+08:00

hello hello. i havent been here for a long time. HAHA!alright, been a great week actually. service and worship as NCC has been really fabulous. i have never felt God's presense so strong before. i have learnt so much, the journey to being a child of His. it's just indescrible, it's an amazing experience. now i know why NCC's church attendance has been on the rise. praise Him. actually, i wanted

2007-01-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

YOOHOO! blogger is getting cranky, or is it just my computer? i haven't been blogging since the start of the new year. as usual, i have been the busy bee. but what i have been busy about is kinda of boring. so i am not going to do anything grandmother story-telling session here. thank you very much.ohhh, i went to NCC on sunday. learnt quite a few things and what the pastor said were

2006-12-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

my feet hurts!anyways, i guess this year i am not going to make resolutions cause i always, always break them. so i shall just leave my future to God, the one and only one who shown Himself to be so faithful throughout my almost seventeen years of life. 2007 is going a year of great blessings from the Almighty One above and His wonderous love and grace! okay, i think i have two resolutions to

2006-12-26T10:57:00.000+08:00

BLESSED CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!sorry for the late wishes, kinda busy!alright, all the christmas parties have left me lots of fun and memories, but not to forget eye bags too. HOHOHO. christmas this year kinda came and went so fast like a lightning bolt. christmas spirit felt kinda rushed too. maybe because i have been too busy. anyhow, from tmrw onwards i am going to be even busier. cause

2006-12-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

okie dokie! i am back :Dhome is where the heart is, so no need to elaborate further. anyhow, i did had fun at church camp! even as my muscle aches, i am still gald i went for the camp. especially with my two good friends cum cell members; rah and lynnette :D and most importantly, i met the Great One above. He opened my eyes to so many things that i have so often overlooked. i felt His love

2006-12-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

oops, i am going away for awhile again!i am heading for church camp. i will be back on sunday evening, so if there is anything, just msg me!alright, dont miss me too much okay! <3!

2006-12-11T16:04:00.000+08:00

YAY! ( i realised that i like using this word a lot :D)it always feels good to be home after a hiatus! :D and i feel very cheena now, HAHA!anyways, i had fun in taiwan! i saw mountains, rivers and all the things that i learnt during geog! i also did a lot of shopping and eating then sleeping then eating again. it was the best slacking cum pig out time i ever had. but i think the best thing that

2006-12-04T10:07:00.000+08:00

YAY!i am going taiwan to shop till i drop! finally, the long-awaited hiatus! HAHA.alright, if there is anything, just send me a msg! :Dbye guys! see yall a week later!

2006-12-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

say the word and i will sing for you..prom came and went. there wasnt much of interest to talked about. except maybe that my class representative won the miss elegant title (: and the mmcees were really good. everyone looked different, in a good way i guess. except me? i felt that i look better without makeup somehow. maybe i am not suitable for makeup yet. i love to be makeup-free. i dislike the

2006-11-28T20:13:00.000+08:00

somedays i feel broke inside, but i wouldn't admit..today i k-boxed with cel dearest and we had a great fun together :D never a dull moment with her man. HAHA. all the solos and duets, its was just a fantastic time! we are sure to go again!well, prom's coming. my dress is in champagne gold but in a really simple design. i kinda have everything ready. somehow, i feel like i missed out something

2006-11-26T12:56:00.000+08:00

i am a fighter feeling unappreciated - christina aguilerafunny how the freedom you long for during o lvls kinda turns into the boredom. you want to shop and eat but your cash is running low. it can be kinda depressing. you want to look for a part-time job, but other commitments restraint you from doing so. constantly reaching out your hand for money from your parents makes you feel bad. so you

2006-11-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

i am still very, very moody. most probably, its the time of the month. parents play a part too. later.

2006-11-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

A BIG YAY FOR ME!i finally joined the wetseal spree to get the kimono top and shorts that i had my eyes on for sooooo long! this:if oos, then this:and this:oh my goodness, i am so excited and hyper about all this! although night has fallen a long time ago, i dont think i can sleep tonight! HAHAHHA!YAY YAY YAY!

2006-11-23T12:23:00.000+08:00

i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. i am super moody! anyways, on a lighter note. i am so in love with avart-grade and fashion photography. so i thought that maybe i should share some of my favourite photos :Dthis picture is very present-and-the-future. i love just smouldering and unspoken kinda of mood between the two models. although i dont really fancy kate moss, i think she

2006-11-21T17:25:00.000+08:00

let me say it one last time!EXAMS ARE OOVVEERR! ok, i may be a day late but that is not the issue. the issue is that exams are over and i can have a long hiatus from mugging! finally, i can rest my mind and shop till i literally drop onto the ground. i cant wait for the end-year sales to come. especially brands like mango and m)phosis. HAHA. alright, i know i cant shop everyday but i can go out

2006-11-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

all that i can say is: it has been a surreal but exhausting (mentally and physically) week.BUT! next week will get better. the number of papers are getting lesser and lesser and lesser and.. 8 more days to freedom from mugging to shopping! you know i cant wait :D

2006-10-20T15:59:00.000+08:00

actually, i don't know what drew me back to watching one tree hill again. especially for someone like me who missed season 2 and season 3 completely. so i went to youtube to check out what i have been missing, just for curiosity sake. and wham, i got addicted to the show. well, like any other dramas, the plot has taken so many twist and turn. making this show really dramatic. but that is what

2006-10-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

i don't know about you, but the hazy scene i see from my window right now reminds me of winter in Canada. i wannnt to go back there again, maybe next year. who knows what the future holds!i realised that i have been posting short entries. accept it cause i don't blog for fame or popularity. i saw a new love today:but it has been sold out on the website ):more add maths papers to do, my so-called

2006-10-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

never try to understand someone's thoughts or actions. may it be logical or illogical.drama series like one tree hill gives me mixed feelings.its a good drama nonetheless.more than one heartbreak a day is more than i can handle.anyways, i am dying for a dress/tunic like that:

2006-10-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday, dearest sent me a msg which made my day/night (: YAY!anyhows, i have been trying to bury myself in the world of knowledge, test papers and notes. the hectic life of a typical sec 4. hohoho. i am feeling kinda of doleful because so much things are running through my head. there are things are i want to do, need to do. but i don't have the power or the authority. the kinda of feeling

2006-09-28T15:16:00.000+08:00

there are so much to be said, but all i hear is deafening silence and coldness.i don't know anything anymore. thank God for music for times like that.

2006-09-28T15:15:00.001+08:00

i don't know anything anymore.initially, things were simple and fun.then, everything seemed great.as time passes, great became a little strange.finally, everything changed and feels totally different. there are so many things i want to say, but i don't know if i should or if i could even bring myself say it out. and i'd rather have the truth.it is never going to be forever, ever. even how much i

2006-09-18T15:22:00.000+08:00

OH, i am so in love with this song. the lyrics definitely struck a chord. i mean who can really resist this fantanstic singer? her undeniable powerful voice, her captivating charm and her mesmerising performing antics. transcends all heart and soul. i just simply HEART her! when she first burst into hollywood with that sweet innocent looks and all, i already was her fan. it wasnt until when she

2006-09-14T17:20:00.000+08:00

Let them know your scarlet heat, let them glisten, Saturate them with yourself all ashamed and wet, Glow upon all I have written or shall write, bleeding drops, Let it all be seen in your light, blushing drops.

2006-09-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

i have finally realised that results are not what i achieve on my own but what i receive from my Almighty One through the process (:all the best for prelims, everyone! :D

2006-08-25T17:42:00.000+08:00

its kinda lyd-is-reflecting post. so dont read if you dont feel very happy today (:there were times when i wanted to give up on this world, on myself. however, somehow i will talk myself out of it, knowing that He has a plan for me. things happen and it makes me ponder if i had make the right decisions. especially when things hurt and the pain is so real, so raw. it makes the heart perturb. the

2006-08-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

i am beginning to love kinematics :Dgood job to me!

2006-08-09T10:01:00.000+08:00

i felt like going to my malay friends and tell them how much i like their weddings.i felt like running to my indian friends and tell them how pretty they are.i felt like hugging my chinese friends and singing whatever popular chinese pop songs together!yesterday, during community singing, we went high like some deranged patients who escape asylum! haha. but we had a fun time singing with much

2006-08-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

there is just so much more..my heart breaks for Isreal. i really wonder when will all the immature violence will stop. where are all the good men to speak up, so that we can all live in a safe and peaceful world. i really thank the Greatest One above for the peace i enjoy here in Singapore. i could walk on the street freely, worrying what to buy, what i am going to do next instead. but the

2006-08-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

please welcome back your-ever-so-glam procrastinator of the year! HA.anyways, i dont know why will my next post be because i am going to dedicate my life to studying. and yes, i am so dead serious. what can you do when you have got prelims looming contemptibly and you have been slacking your life away on a couch watching telly and using computer all day long! and being a sec 4, not studying for

2006-07-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

he came and went.and so there left none.its back to square one.

2006-07-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

what's real and what isn't?i feel like i am changing, for the better or for worst? i hope its the better.

2006-07-12T17:26:00.000+08:00

i dont understand but i know one thing.i will never kiss and tell again. never. all things said to me shall end with me.

2006-07-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

some things are just not within my control.well, i had my chinese orals for the o's today. i dont know if i did well or screwed up cause the line that separates these two can be just one thin, miserable line. of course, i would have love to be confident about my oral. however, i felt i didnt really give my best because i was cogent by nervousness. immediately, i felt like flying myself to the

2006-07-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

study, slacker, study!

2006-07-04T18:06:00.000+08:00

tonight: ITALY vs GERMANY!i don't really support either but i do hope that italy wins. then the germans' ego will be crushed and flatten! they are just way to cocky for my liking, even my dad agrees. HA. ideal score: 4-0 to the italians! ok, study time for me and there's school tmrw.. and maybe i will wake up at 3am..

2006-07-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

i have got no inspiration at the moment and it makes me feel really restless..anyhows, i'd been reflecting a lot a lot. about the Heavenly One.about family.about friends.about life.about love.about the future.about myself.about a lot of whys.yeah, that is how much i have been thinking since the last post. ha.this whole weekend felt as if a i had laid on a cloud and float past the earth and

2006-06-28T17:44:00.000+08:00

what can fascinate me more than the recent fifa world cup in germany? :Das i busily and hardworkingly(serious!) study my ass off for the continuation of mids, i was also desirous for every single match results! especially for the result of my favourite teams: KOREAANDBRAZIL!but to my huge dismay, korea lost to the switz. and what's worst is, the switz lost to ukraine which korea could have easily

2006-06-22T11:56:00.000+08:00

i am unhappy. i am frustrated.reason being: HANDPHONE!some knows, the others can go figure.anyhows, leaving for KL in 4hrs. i will be back on sunday. anything msg me or leave a tag. i wonder how am i going to enjoy this holiday. ha.ciaos.

2006-06-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

all i need is the truth.i have been feeling touchy, super irritatable and overly sensitive! and there are many reasons behind my impeccable mood swings which turn on and off, faster than you can blink your eyes. one of the reasons, people hurting you unknowingly. its the worst of feelings but i know i will get over it and forget. let the Almighty One do the healing. oh, my handphone had to die at

2006-06-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

i'd hanker after for a marvellous cup of coffee. maybe i will go get one tomorrow at coffee bean. haha.i am feeling rather miffed right now. ok, i am going jog! jogging always flushes out all unnecessary rubbish from my mind.ciaos!

2006-06-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

just when you thought you knew.just when you thought you could trust.just when you thought that its for sure.then everything comes crashing down, and you are filled with disappointment.

2006-06-16T13:08:00.000+08:00

i have been Missing-In-Action lately because i have been mugging. anyhows, i have change skin. i have been feeling retro lately!alright, back to the books!music makes you dance, baby!

2006-05-30T16:01:00.000+08:00

it has been done and over.chinese o's isn't as terrorising as i had initially envisaged. the whole atmosphere is just prevailing. nothing was out of the norm. it felt just like any examination that i had previously took. i expected a tinge of mixed excitment and grandiose feeling. i suppose it just an ordinary student taking an exam that is expect of every other ordinary student in singapore.

2006-05-27T15:29:00.000+08:00

soundtrack of your life.the brevity of the things that goes on in my life. how fast things/relations can change. the thought of changing and losing at the end hurts badly. but if something wants to change, who can really put a stop sign in front of it? changes doesn't has a cogent mind and it can be so obstinate and cause the soul wither into depression. but of course, i will snap myself back to

2006-05-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

peacocks dances through my broken thoughts.human relations can be so complicated at times which leaves me bewildered and lose myself in my own train of thoughts. sometimes i want to reach out to those i love. but something is keeping me back. i don't know what is it. and what people say, words. words, some say it doesn't hurt but it does. degrading words, words that brings down self-esteem.

2006-05-20T11:45:00.000+08:00

YAY! mids for this term is O-V-E-R! (:but something stupid happened during the social studies paper. ): i lost THIRTEEN marks cause of carelessness ): i didn't do part b of the essay-based question cause i forgot. AHHH. i feel so stupid can! ): but its over, no use mourning over something i can't change. so i am over it right about now (: thank God its only mids not prelims of O's. so now i am

2006-05-16T16:29:00.000+08:00

Who am IThat the Lord of all the worldWould care to know my nameWould care to feel my hurtWho am IThat the bright and morning star Would choose to light the wayFor my ever wandering heartNot because of who i amBut because of what You've doneNot because of what i've doneBut because of who You areI am a flower quickly fadingHere today and gone tomorrowA wave tossed in the oceanA vapour in the

2006-05-13T23:36:00.000+08:00

why would something so wrong feel so right?i have been really busy mugging for the mid years and its no joke i tell you. i feel as if i have so much topics running through my head. i think sooner or later, my head will explode into million pieces. haha. alright, more mugging to look forward. yeah right.

2006-05-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

yes, look at the time and i am not sleeping yet. guess why? cause i am watching the polling results of the general election and i am in the aljunied grc. of course, i just heard the results. i am fine with anything party who wins as long as they can continue to improve the lives of the citizens (:and the overlook of the whole election, i can only say one thing: with competition, only then there

2006-05-05T17:19:00.000+08:00

summer came like cinnamon, so sweet!school has been so crazy recently due to the common test week and the up-coming mid-yrs! i hardly even have got time for myself and i admit i have been lazy to study! ):i need motivation and crates and loads of it. its the big and evil Os this year, and i have got a plan to conquer it. then after the Os, i can party! and do stuff i have beeen longing to do.

2006-04-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEE~!pl band concert was a blast! totally! :Di have a rush of relief over me after the concert but the missing of people, came along not long. tears definately rolled down and hugs were passed on. oh, i am so going to miss everyone who made fond memories in my years in the band. those times when we struggle to balance band and school work and times when we were pissed over small and

2006-04-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

nothing passes faster than a secret.okay, band concert is this up-coming friday. and that means i'm stepping down soon. it felt like only yesterday i reported to christabel that i was the newly transferred sec one. HEH. life would be good after this friday cause i can finally have more time on tues and thurs afternoon to study and do the things i like. BUT, i'm going to be doing a lot of missing.

2006-04-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

im feelin bored right now and its like 2215. i know i should be studying or doing something productive instead of idling in front of my computer and shopping online. i think i need loads and loads of self-motivation, for studies especially. HA. and currently feels edgy, mooody and there are a lot of controversing issues bombarding my mind. i feel like throw out all the rubbish but of course,

2006-04-18T21:08:00.000+08:00

Greetings!its been really long since i last blogged all due to all the craziness and negligence of mine. HA.anyways, there was napfa yesterday and i was delighted at my results, although it isn't complete. cause i haven't run my 2.4km yet. oh well, lets wait and see :D anyhows, i have been listening to pink's stupid girls. it got me thinking. stupid girls like the rich for example. those who shop

2006-04-08T17:31:00.000+08:00

somehow, you got me fooled.now, i know the truth.never was and never will be.

2006-04-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

i like cantonese songs cause they make me sing weirdly along with them. HAHA.i like japanese songs cause they know how to make sing rubbish words out. and i have got no idea what they are singing to me. HEHE!i like korean songs cause they know how to pull the chords of my heart and make it melt although i can't make out what they are singing to me. HOHO!i like chinese songs cause they do actually

2006-04-02T17:55:00.000+08:00

attention! the following post is about lyd's reflection and rantings on the sixteen years and almost three months of life she had lived.it can get boring, so if you have no interesting i gladly advise you to leave happily. (:alright, for the past sixteen years and almost three months of life that i have live, i learnt so much. my life made up by all my failures and success (which i have nothing

2006-03-25T22:54:00.000+08:00

it has been a dream of mine to travel around the world and live in each country long enough to make friends and learn their way of living. i don't want to live and work amist people who are after materialistic wealth, like those people who walk the street of orchand road or shenton way. fame and wealth with the constant attachment of stress involved just isn't my kind of thing. 8 hours a day, at

2006-03-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

Goong is so entralling. let me show you some pictures! :Dthese are the cast :Dand i love them allespecially the third guy from the leftcause he is so HOT & CUTE :Dmore pictures to come. (:it has been a rather weird night. cause when i had so longed for something for so long, everything comes on ONE night. i can't make up my mind. haha. more goong manga to look forward too. :D

2006-03-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

if there is a cure for monday blues, i would be the first to grab it off the rack. today, i have got totally no mood for school and anything else. the blues are really getting in on me. so i've been blasting music into my ears. at least the music suppresses the blues alittle, which of course is better than nothing. haha.and there are so much homework which have been waiting for me to complete. i

2006-03-12T21:09:00.000+08:00

it been a really long time since my last entry. guess i have been too busy. all the crazy of school. but thank God, its the march holidays already. at least a short break. (:alright, i went to jasmine's chalet just now. what a day. now at my grandma's house stoning away, watch league of extraordinary gentlemen. at least i wouldn't be bored to tears. and i always had a thing for those really weird

2006-03-01T22:31:00.000+08:00

today feels rather abnormal and loads of things happened. i shall rant about it tomorrow cause i have no energy left to do so and my mind feels jagged. HAHA.randomness: i like to draw flowers.laugh out loud.

2006-02-20T18:09:00.000+08:00

i quit the game (: and it makes me a happier person.oh. changed of best friend. now its biology! HAHA.

2006-02-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

my moRON didn't go to church today ): but other than that, everything else was good (:i feel rather trapped and bored in school. mostly, the mugging for stupid tests and doing unworthy pile of homework O.O how? i need to get out of my holiday mode. and yes, i am already thinking of march holidays. i need to get out more often, more shopping, more beaching, more eating trips and more everything

2006-02-17T20:34:00.000+08:00

how did it all ended up like that? O.O

2006-02-15T17:15:00.000+08:00

alright, for the first wish everyone a very Happy Valentine's! though i am one day late but never mind ok (: i love all my friends even those who have hurt me in one way or the other without knowing. i will let bygones be bygones. it is easier to live this way. what's the point of keeping grudges? makes you a very grumpy and unhappy person O.Ooh yes, want to thank all those who gave me vday

2006-02-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

when God talks about the trials that we have to go through to grow, i didn't expect the trial i am going through now to be so long. it still hasn't ended, but every moment i pray to be happy and able to praise Him with genuine joy from my heart. every time i feel like i am drifting away from God, He will place me in a trial, a trial where He knew i would turn to Him always. all because of His

2006-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

the human's mind. so complicated. i will never figure it out.and valentine's day gifts are a hard hut to crack. ahh.so empty ):

2006-02-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

my emotions went on a roller coaster ride.watching the world coming down on my head.alternative pop rock plays on, doesn't sounds like a very good remedy.randoms:i am becoming an earring fanatic. help?blogdrive drives me crazy. O.Oand the old woman today reminded me of my grandfather. hmm.the grammys makes me confused. blah.

2006-02-05T15:14:00.000+08:00

nananana. i love MORONS! (:ah, yesterday went on a little shopping trip but it was crowded. i don't like crowded places o.o still, we had fun trying to resist buying more. HAHA. more retail therapy to look forward too. yesterday was a little too short. heh.alright, i had enough of all this rubbish but i ain't going to disappear YET. cause i am getting over it... like just about now. a big thanks

2006-02-03T22:15:00.000+08:00

maybe, when one day i can't take all this no more, i will just disappear.laugh out soft.

2006-02-02T22:30:00.000+08:00

got an urge to be a social worker. ha.

2006-02-01T17:02:00.000+08:00

When I was 7They said I was strangeI noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the sameI asked my parents if I was OKThey said you're more beautifulAnd that's the way, they show that they wishThat they had your smileSo my confidence was up for a whileI got real comfortable with my own styleI knew that they were only jealous cosPeople are all the sameAnd we only get judged by what we doPersonality

2006-01-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

its chinese new year once again. yay? rather, i guess. i will be collect ang baos in about 10 hours time after i get my beauty sleep when i get home. HA.i watched memoirs of a geisha yesterday. the ending was a little anti-climax. but it was good overall. i wouldn't mind watching again. i don't want to pay though. any takers? laugh out loud!i don't feel like writing anymore. heh.okays, i shall go

2006-01-24T23:12:00.000+08:00

i have been too dependent. time to depend on the Great One above and of course, myself. (: i need to be thick-skinned. laugh out loud!chinese compo plus stupid, irritating topic gives messy hair and heavy eyelids. eww.

2006-01-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

my sweet sixteen wasn't exactly what i thought it will be. i broke down and teared. because someone just had to insult me. but being kind, i have forgive and forget. so i will just move on. (: but i thank the Sweet One above for giving me friends like cellie (: who is always there for me! how much i love her times infinity (: hope we can be friends till we grow white hair. HAHA. i believe we

2006-01-18T21:33:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is coming.a whole new chapter is starting in less than 3 hours. and the old chapter is coming to a close. i feel really blessed even though i had to go through a really terrible trial just recently. but the Sweet One above gave me strength to pull through. (: Praise Him!and today's lunch/dinner date was good. thanks for the treat guys. (: i can't wait for friday! another round to look

2006-01-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

i don't feel very happy neither do i feel well. oh man, and there is homework to be done. wish me all the best tonight. both maths-es. HAHA.oh. and my blog turns 2 yesterday.2 years of memories contained.its really precious to me. (:

2006-01-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

alright. let me get it straight here. the past entries are rather solomn and full of self-pity of some sort. but i have decided to wake up to a better future ahead of me rather than wallow in stuff i can never change at all. it is time to move on. (:right now i am exhausted and rather lethagic however lets start things on a lighter note, chapter sixteen of my life is happening soon and finish up

2006-01-10T00:16:00.000+08:00

right now, i am coping with the choices i made. changes scares everyone, i am no different. sometimes, i have the urge to shout out to the world that i quit playing the game of life. then i remembered that i can turn to the Almighty One above. only He can solve my problems and give me peace. well, its never easy to totally be worry-less overnight. i am learning to trust wholeheartly and i believe

2006-01-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

changes.no one likes changes, especially those that breaks you down.the times we had been through together.laughters in the sun and rain.but something happened along the way,it made us mute - unsure of what to say. i found new comforts, you did too.we became distant, each passing day.your actions and words upset me more.you move so fast, leaving me behind.i turn to my surroundings.each faces

2006-01-05T19:14:00.000+08:00

the past came back to haunt and it isn't a pleasant thing. alright, enough of that for today. i shall work something out and forget all about it. man, just when you rejoice, the worst comes back more deadly than before. i shall stop being a emobotch and be BRAVE! i currently hate the situation just as much as three years ago.okays, dinner's calling.doodles.reverofroferasdneirfthguohtunehwtusj

2006-01-04T20:55:00.000+08:00

that poetry on the front is MINE.please don't steal.if you want it so much, please give credits to me.thank you very much.

2006-01-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

alright, i am left with two piece of homework, namely the book review and movie review which i am halfway through both. man, will i ever finish them? thank God the deadline for english is 4th jan. there is still tomorrow night. big YAY! for me.have to run.ciao.

2006-01-01T16:16:00.000+08:00

my mind is jagged or so it seems to be. man, articles reviews kill big time. i wish i could just sleep it away thinking that it is still the beginning of holidays. dreaming. ha.back to homework.new year, so new blog skin. (:

2006-01-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

its a whole new year and i started it right with praising the Greatest One above. it was only after worship last night that the world became a year older and i have officially become sec 4. the thought of taking the horrible Os at the end of the year makes my body pump adrenaline. but i believe and have faith that the Almighty One above will give me strength to pull me through the year.i have to

2005-12-31T18:19:00.000+08:00

well well, christmas went and new year came. soon i will be hearing the bells of school. that means school is reopening in like, 2 days? man, i want to always have holidays! but its all just a daydream. who doesn't know it.commonwealth essay can kill and so its evil. just like rebecca said. HAHA. but i finished it. imagine me smiling real big. anyways, i need new new year resolutions again. i was

2005-12-26T23:39:00.000+08:00

chirstmas came and went.and i only felt a WEE bit of chirstmas spirit.nothing can compare to the times when i was only a child barely 7.i would ask my father dozens of times per hour whether was midnight here yet.i couldn't wait to get my hands on those presents and was totally pysched out.and when midnight finally arrived, i dive head in beneath the christmas tree.any present that had my name on

2005-12-23T11:59:00.000+08:00

YAY! i'm going christmas shopping with celeste later.man, i am really going to shop like mad.and no one is going to stop me!weeeeee~but i have got not much MONEY though.want to spare me some? heh.mm, i still can't decide what i want from my parents as christmas gift.for one thing, i lost interest in ipod and whatsoever that is related to it.i don't know why either.so ipod is out.i am actually

2005-12-21T14:20:00.000+08:00

i am back and i miss so many people. (:i guess penang was alright.i had fun shopping though.mostly clothes for chinese new year and i know its still very early.even christmas isn't over yet.but shopping has infiltrated into my veins.so i get the urge to shop, especially when i see signs of SALE.i am ALMOST broke from all the shopping.but still i'm going to go on a shopping spree tomorrow.other

2005-12-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

wells, i am going to penang for the next 5 days.if anyone misses me, i am just a message away. (:alright, got to finish my packing.see ya!

2005-12-14T09:14:00.000+08:00

Its just us taking an ARTISTIC shot on the bus to genting. HAHAHAH !

2005-12-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

i am back everyone.and God has shown His faithfulness and mercy once again.Ain't it comforting. (:for the first, we got a GOLD!!weeeee~how incredible is that?at first i couldn't believe, but now it has seeped into my emo system.hence, i am superly, hyperly, madly and whatever-ly HAPPY.actually, we got a silver.but something happened, they moderated the standards.and we got our GOLD (:there were a

2005-12-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

lead a life, don't let life lead you.wells, i guess i did it again.i haven't been blogging.first, i have been busy going out and STUDYING.yes, studying.i am serious alright. HEH.second, when i am online, i am at maple.and the playing that game doesn't make me NOT have a life.some thinks that maplers doesn't have a life.but sad to inform, i do have a life. (:anyways, the past few days has been