when i look back at the past.
i laugh at the things i have been thru for the last 14 years.
i have been embarassed.
i have been depress. (esp last yr)
i have been naughty.
i have been happy.
i actually am gald that i been thru all this emotion.
it made me what i am todae.
i dont know why but i just glad.
so much thinking that i did.
so stuff i have done.
so worries i have.
i know it might not be worth it.
but i happy.
i will do anything to make myself happy.
but..there will always be a but..
sometime i have not been able to comprehens for the past 14 yrs.
maybe just maybe there is something i am missing.
i dont know whats it.
but for now i am feeling great.
i feel no worries yet..