sometimes i feel like i m trying too hard.
waaay to hard to keep things going my way.
jux mebbe i wanted too much gud things.
gud things owaes comes to an end.
thinking that gud things will make me happy.
so i think its time to look in a different direction.
change myself a be a betta person.
i m serious i tell u.
i m all ready for it.
relle.
*smiles slighty

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there band tmrw.
got pt.
den suhui sihui and lala not coming.
its gonna be boring.
haix. cant wait for nxt week.
i will be in malaysia.
can relax and forget everyting.
yeah.