its been a sad day for most people.
especially me. wells. i think i cried the most.
feeling the pain of separating from all the friends that i have grown to love so so much over the last 2 years. really teasure the memories we have together.
its confirmed. im meant to be separated from mye clique, from those i have love so much.
im trying to appeal which i highly doubt that its gonna be successful.
just put down the phone with shanie. tho she said she will always be there for me.
but she and i know that its never gonna be the same as now.
we will become distant and we will drift apart.
the last two years has definately changed me.
change me to be who i am today.
and i give credits to 2a2. for those who were there for me when i needed someone.
life in secondary school for me is going to change.
i can feel it. no matter how hard i try to stay in contact with all of them.
it wouldnt work out the same.
sometime people blame all this painful separation on God.
but i feel its a new door opened for me.
tho im not really happy but i still wanna thank God for everything.
im not alone. i still have Him.
oh gosh. i can feel tears welling up in mye eyes again.
just whats wrong with me. i hate trying so hard to say goodbye to all i have come to love.
i hate goodbyes. i hate separations.
i wish the whole 2a2 will promote together as a class. it will be so cool.
but that is just a fantasy. it will never come true.
i guess i have to learn to adjust to the new surrounding.
but why do i keep thinking everything will be the same.
when i know deep down somewhere inside me. things will never be the same.
when report books were handed back.
i could control no more. i knew i was already missing all of them.

As we go on
we remember
All the times
we had together
And as our lives change
come whatever
We will still be
friends forever

remember 2a2 of 2004 will rawk on!!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!
i cant promise that i will always be there for all of you.
but remember that there was someone like me that left a print in your life.
our memories will never be changed.

to shanie, bex, jac and deb: thanks for those memories that we had together. i really really treasure every moment we had. thanks for being there for me when i was sad or happy. i really thank God that i found friends like you all. rawk on for the Lord and me okies. remember to continue shining yah. life might never be the same again but you all will always be mye friends. nothing can change that. remebering how we make fun of tchers and making havoc and chaos. remembering those times we joke about crazy stuffs. how much fun we had. i will never ever forget. i sincerely thank you all for these memories. oh gosh. it sounds like we are graduating or something but if i dont say it now, i might never get the chance anymore. remember life goes on no matter what. im just a call away if you ever need me. dont worry that i wouldnt have the time cos i got all the time in the world if you need a listening ear or opinions. im always here. if you do happen to cry while reading this and feel the same way i feel, just do me a favour, dont ever forget that there was a person call POKE okies. =D love all of you. -big bear hugs-