the doctor says that he is most likely to be able to last till tues.
then its time to let go.

my father and aunts are talking about the, well, after wards.
what are they choosing, how long will it be.
its quite saddening to see a loved one go.

but i should be happy.
because he will be going to a better place.
by the way, he was baptised and had his first holy communion.
i should be joyful for him instead of crestfallen.

i just want to spend the last moments of his life with him.
he has suffered alot.
it pains everyone, especially my grandma.

i will definately miss him.
and i will treasure all those childhood memories that i had with him.

i will have my testimonial of him here after he has passed on the glory.
it isn't time yet, or so i would like to think.
he could read it in heaven.
what a wonderful place to be.

oh well, when one's old, death is inevitable.

i will learn to get over it.
i know he wants me to do so too.
i will be strong for him. (:

death is life's natural cycle.
no lives, no deaths.
no deaths, no lives.