every one in three children.
from the age of 6-18 is OVER-WEIGHT.

i am growing fat.
and its irritating me.

i want to lose weight.
but i have got that craving for chocolate sydrome still.

eating chocolates everyday is gonna help me lose any weight.
unless there's a chocolate that can deduce 2% fat when 100g is eaten.
that will make every girl/woman go mad.
i tell you, MAD!

i have no self-control when it comes to food.
especially mouth-watering food.
basically, i have got sweet and salty tooth.

even now, i am popping a chocolate into my mouth after every sentence i type.
i am so gonna put on another 2kg at least.
gosh, when is the craving gonna stop.

my mum's craving has stopping like 3 days ago.
i despise all the flabby fats i have.
i need to go to gym soon. real soon.

to add on, i have been dining out for lunch EVERYDAY this week.
all the unhealthy fast food.
how much weight dam i exactly gonna put on?
i bet its more than 2kg. oh dear.

i have once again flunk my maths test.
my mum freaked out the moment she heard it.
i don't even know my marks lah.

i just assume i fail cause only ONE particular girl passed on the dot.
i highly doubt its me.
i am not that "lucky" in that sense. LOL.

haven't had band for almost two weeks.
days after school seems to be too idle.
as if there's nothing to do.

feels kind of empty.
thank God band prac is beginning next tues.
i feel, well, happy.

i use to hate band when i was sec 1.
always thinking of giving up.
right now, if i had given up.
i will most probably wouldn't know i was missing.

life would have been a bore.
BUT i'm now still in band. (:

i realised some people like to SELL THEMSELVES.
in other words, play hard.
i translated from the chinese saying.
please refrain from thinking other wise. LOL.

sometimes, its to test the other person's sincerity.
but there are times when the game is played too far.
it gets on one's nerves. sighs.

people. what a oxymoronic word.

i have been watching a korean drama series recently.
one of my favourite hobbies.
it really interesting.

its all about the olden times in korea.
all the costumes and names for the different ranks in the imperial court.
it gets me all excited.
i have a fetish for olden days stuff.

call me antique or weird.
but no one can stop me from liking these.
i don't know why, i have liked all these since i was a little kid.
i am not the typical girl one will find on the streets of singapore.

although i got to admit that i like shopping.
i have realised that my clothes seems inadequate.
i feel like i have been wearing thoes few pieces of clothes.
gosh. i really need to get new tops and bottoms.
any one wants to sponser me? LOL.

The Da Vinci code movie has completed filiming.
the bad news is, it will only primere next year.
so we have got to continue waiting.
boohoohoo.

oh by the way. and i have finish the chocolates.
oops! (:

ps. Alex Barros won the GP race last week.
HOORAYS!

you've been gone for more than two months.
there were times i wanted to forget you.
there were times i missed you.
you've successfully made me more confused than i have ever been in my life.
i will never know.