as time passes.
our lives goes on.

it been two week since.
i do kinda of miss him now and then.

i feel guilty.
and i don't know why.

i often ask myself when i think of him.
did i filful my role as his granddaughter?
did i do my best to show him my love?

maybe i did, but again maybe i didn't.
i am happy that he has went to heaven.
but i am feeling down cause i never know if i had done my best.

but i know i can trust the Mighty One above
that when my world is falling apart, He is there to hold it together.

so often we forgets His promises.
so often we don't turn to Him when He is always, always there.


my results ain't that great ths term either.
i really got to work even harder.
but does time waits for me?

nothing seems to wait for me to think.
everything just goes on and on.

i feel really too when my dad didn't wanna wait for lili and lala.
i was so tired after a whole day of activities.
he made me irritated only.

to add on, my sister's friend was oblivious to everything that was happening.
i had the urge to ask her to shut up.
she was horrible.

oh well, the world has many mouths that are useless.
not my dad, its my sister's friend.

the world is one ironic place to be in.