i'm losing.
one by one.

when friendships becomes distant,
its hard to get over it.
but i guess that is how life works.

maybe i didn't spend enough time.
or maybe we don't the same common interest anymore.
and we're changing everyday.

should i just let it be or do something about it?
i have no idea.
i will let the Almighty One decide for me.

and my results are not looking good.
its horrible to be exact.
my chinese and geography are going down.

its sad.
friendships, studies and cca.
all require time.

where do i find it?
i believe i can't have the best of all three worlds.

i really need to work hard.
i can't wait for this spirit-draining race to end.

it time to hit the books again.
and tomorrow its cyberDAY.

disappointed in myself.
but not for long! (: