chirstmas came and went.
and i only felt a WEE bit of chirstmas spirit.

nothing can compare to the times when i was only a child barely 7.
i would ask my father dozens of times per hour whether was midnight here yet.
i couldn't wait to get my hands on those presents and was totally pysched out.

and when midnight finally arrived, i dive head in beneath the christmas tree.
any present that had my name on, i tore it up right away.

naive, i definately was.
then, the bigger the present, the better it was.
that's how i thought.

i wonder where had that innocence went.
maybe i had lost it or i have chuck it a side.

even the excitment of opening the presents that i gotten had just disappeared like that.
when i saw the opened presents, i went "Oh, alright."
the spirit was totally absent

to make things worse, i had a tiny weeny arguement with my parents.
it didn't really felt like christmas.

but then it struck me.
christmas isn't about me, it is about the Sweet One above.
He is the reason for this season.

i felt so ashamed and repented.
the true meaning of christmas is right in front of me but i was blinded.
and now, i truely hope that next year's christmas will be really meaningful to me and everyone else.
and presents are just a bonus. (:


alright, someone gave me sister the game, cluedo.
and my whole family has been playing that since yesterday.
the truth is, i haven't won a single game YET!

man, its so sad.
maybe i just don't cut out to be a detective afterall. ha.


i have got a huge decision to make.
i need prayers, keep me in them. (:


Silently by night,
in mortal flesh enshrounded,
He who framed the mountains
draws first breath.

Far from human sight,
the Promise ne'er forgotten
Is in love begotten
to conquer death.


Everyone, have a BLESSED CHRISTMAS!! (:
cheers!


The tiny baby in the manger is the mighty Creator of the Universe.