changes.
no one likes changes, especially those that breaks you down.

the times we had been through together.
laughters in the sun and rain.
but something happened along the way,
it made us mute - unsure of what to say.

i found new comforts, you did too.
we became distant, each passing day.
your actions and words upset me more.
you move so fast, leaving me behind.

i turn to my surroundings.
each faces became alien and strange.
i wept and prayed.
finally i decided that its time to give us space.

life might not be the same.
but i wish you happiness in all you do.
though its been 5 years of friendship we shared.
good things had to come to an end.

i will miss you.
but it has come to a time to let go.
so goodbye my good friend.
don't ever turn back. (:


for a friend i had loved.
although she will never read this entry.
its all like a joke really. laughters and fun had been our language, now we seem to be so self-conscious with one another. letting go is never easy. actually it isn't letting, its just that i think we need to cool off awhile. i have to, if not it will continue to strain. things might become worse, we might end up as strangers. that is not the kind of ending anybody would one. although i'm still debating, as i write this entry, if i have made the right choice, i do believe it gives the both of us some time to think things through and breathing space too.

what a start to a new year huh. it hasn't been a good week. but life still goes on and we can't expect to have everything we want. especially our demends of people. no one is perfect in this world, no matter how hard we try. i believe with the Sweetest One above, i will be able to overcome all fears. new resolution: dare to do anything cause life is short.
so what if its embarrasing. HAHA.

what a serious entry.
but at least i feel a large rock off my chest.
i feel so much better. (:

oh, i can't reply my tagboard and i don't know why. i will have it fixed soon so that i can reply everyone soon i hope. alright, ciao.