im feelin bored right now and its like 2215. i know i should be studying or doing something productive instead of idling in front of my computer and shopping online. i think i need loads and loads of self-motivation, for studies especially. HA. and currently feels edgy, mooody and there are a lot of controversing issues bombarding my mind. i feel like throw out all the rubbish but of course, unsuccessful.

there so much things to do when i reach grow older and have finish studies. i want to do things that are useful. but i will get a job first then see where the Sweetest One above will take me :D i want to travel because i love travelling and i can take loads of photos to satisfy all the narcissism in me. okay, the narcissism part isn't true. laughs out loud.

i guess the present thing i need to get done and over is the upcoming band concert to the common test week and mid year. then FINALLY get a breather during june holidays. maybe going for a weekend hiatus :D my parents are still planning. i can only hope for good news :D

alrighty, i better catch some sleep so i will be energize for tomorrow bizzy bazzy day. HA.

oh, and i seriously need to lose weight. the weighing machine upsets me ): HA. and jogging can help me to momentarily forget all the rubbish and nonsensical stuff evolving around me :D Praises to my HERO!

in You i place my life and take baby steps to filful Your purpose in me :D