peacocks dances through my broken thoughts.


human relations can be so complicated at times which leaves me bewildered and lose myself in my own train of thoughts. sometimes i want to reach out to those i love. but something is keeping me back. i don't know what is it. and what people say, words. words, some say it doesn't hurt but it does. degrading words, words that brings down self-esteem. sometime i wish it really doesn't hurt. of course, i am just lying to myself. but i tend to get over it. as the saying goes: able to take it up, able to put it down.

funny how i don't long to find someone to share my problems anymore and i don't keep them to myself either. i find peace and comfort in the Sweetest One above and music definately. especially when i am sad, reading His promises from the bible also do so much good for my sad or tired soul. then after a good night sleep and a selection of songs which i love to listen, the next morning i feel different; happy that is :D

i love to get lost in my own world, having my own company. i am getting used to it.