its kinda lyd-is-reflecting post. so dont read if you dont feel very happy today (:

there were times when i wanted to give up on this world, on myself. however, somehow i will talk myself out of it, knowing that He has a plan for me.


things happen and it makes me ponder if i had make the right decisions. especially when things hurt and the pain is so real, so raw. it makes the heart perturb. the ache is made worst when the one who inflicted the torment is someone really trustable and loved.

there were times when i hoped that it will never happen again. but so often, it does. you could say i let my mind run wild, let my sensitiveness take over my sane and logical mind. however, i oppose in silence. many a time owing to the fact that the pain is factual. they never knew, maybe never know. maybe..


on the lighter note, i have confidence in my prelim practical today. although, there is a few hiccups due to my carelessness, i still feel good about it.


alright, time for dinner and a little relaxation.
ciaos.