i don't know anything anymore.

initially, things were simple and fun.
then, everything seemed great.
as time passes, great became a little strange.
finally, everything changed and feels totally different.


there are so many things i want to say, but i don't know if i should or if i could even bring myself say it out. and i'd rather have the truth.

it is never going to be forever, ever. even how much i wanted things to continue being great, cannot save anything.

i will give up when the time comes, when i am too tired.