Laughter is the sun
that drives winter
from the human face.

i have been going around heart-ing people.
they should be honoured. heh.

anyways just came home from shanie's house.
we were playing tony hawk!! how cool is that.
its been suns and moons since i last played. oille!!
i cant wait to play again next week.
im going her house again and im bringing some games i have.
before that we were watching and listening to blink 182's songs.
mark hoppers is seriously cute can.
i mean he is like a grown man but yet so cute still.
even cuter than my sis who is like only ten? blah.

ohhs. ytd when to expo hall with my aunt for the john little warehouse sales.
then we headed to orchard. and shopped alittle at forever 21.
oh gosh. their bottoms are just so nice.
its exactly what i have been searching for.
and its even cheaper than the one i saw at esprit.
i better start saving money.
im left with like only 5 bucks for the rest of the month? sad.
and we walked to tangs. and we were admiring the watches.
and guess what. my aunt promise me a fossil watch for my birthday.
she is so nice to me all of a sudden. but its her money not mine.
ohhs. and also guess what i saw.
the most incredible fitting room!!
its perfect for a bedroom can. at the laudre department.
just add a study table and a cupboard for clothes.
and there you have a bedroom. yes. a fitting room larger than my bathroom!!
how i wished i lived there. i didnt want to leave can.
until my aunt pulled me outta there. heh.
its that shocking. perfect. fantastic.
you gotta see it with your own eyes!!

anyhows. im frigging bored again.
and recently i dont know whats wrong with me.
whenever im left alone. away from human contact.
i start to feel down. and tears seems to be at standby.
i always have to fight the tears back. and not cry.
thats what i have been doing. chasing these feelings away.
i really have no idea why im feeling like this.
exactly the same feeling after i came back from the trip to canada.
at least i could understand that i miss the place.
but whats the reason for feeling like this now?
is this what people call depression? i hope not.
maybe im just bored to the extreme.
but how about an explanation for the tears that im trying to hold back?
oh gosh. this is really bad.
i must not feel like that.
maybe its the evil's doing. but no worries.
i have the Lord!! cheers.

hmm. i will rotting and stoning at home tmrw.
i hope the feeling wouldnt come.
maybe i should go library or something.
keep myself busy. at least i know that will help.
or i could go surf for green day's stuff.
saw their new mv today.
they are so pro in their playing can.
oh gosh. i inspire to be like them.
blink 182 , good charlotte and simple plan too.

and talking about simple plan.
perfect 10 is playing welcome to my life now.
nice song. and so is shut up.
actually its their whole album to be exact.
ohhs. and perfect 10 was giving away their skateboard with their signature on it.
and its like the only one in the entire world?
oh wells. better luck next time.
these bands should actually come to singapore to hold the annually warp tour.
that will be an eye opener to loads of punk rock lovers.
pray hard people.

anyways i saw the nominees for mtv music awards for fave rock act.
and they are:
The Rasmus
Jet
Green Day
Sum 41
Hoobastank
erm does hoobastank considered a punk rock band? weird.
and sadly there isnt blink 182, yellowcard and good charlotte. blah.
surprising linkin park isnt in.
and not forgetting simple plan.
but they are under the fave pop act. oopps.
anyhows. have a look at http://www.mtvasiaawards.com/ and start voting.

theres SI tonight.
my guess? final 2 will be Taufik and Olinda.
Taufik is the best but Olinda could win.
all dependsa on those rich voters.
not like me. i wouldnt even wanna waste money on voting.
remember people. Taufik is the best.
sorry to sly fans.
vote accord to vocals not looks.

im really really bored right now.
maybe its time to touch those holiday homework.
or else i dont think i will ever get started.
i think i should squeeze a nap in or something.
oh wells.