There is always hope
because every dream that God gives us
is for a purpose
and will never die or fade away.

im feelin really angry and sad at the same time.
i was promise by my mum that i could go for chc service this morning.
and last night she broke that promise.
giving excuses saying that chc is too far and dont see the need for me to travel.
argh. i let jean and lili down.
hmm. last night pastor said pray everyday for the thing you want.
in time to come your prayers will come true.
for your prayers are like deposits in a huge reservoir.
and each prayer fill the huge reservoir. yupp.
so i have decide to start praying for the things i want.
i know it will come true when the time is right.
i know if i keep pray and i will be allowed to go chc one day.
i shall start praying everyday.
three cheers for the Lord. :D

ohhs. i also thought many things through.
and i have a list of new year resolutions.
i might or might not post them up but im happy with the list.
the Lord has help me thought things through.
and now i feel the burden in my heart lighten.

anyhows, friday i spent playing grandia II from 130 till 630.
because there isnt anything better to do.
so i thought why not spent the time playing.
and i manage to pass through the level that i thought i couldnt. hoorays.
and later after dinner i sat in front of the comp and continued playing till around 12.
gosh. what a waste of time.
but its a good remedy for killing time.
sense the ironic.

then yesterday during drills.
i had the energy-killing-throbbing headache.
it almost killed me. but thank God it didnt.
after band my parents pulled me to bishan to just have lunch.
anyways so i force them to eat teppanyaki. hahs.
then we headed to the converse store.
and yes. they bought my converse sneakers.
its grey with blue lining around. my wish came true.
isnt it something to celebrate. just kidding.
then we went home.
and my headache came back to haunt me.
and i swallow two panadols down and when to sleep.
it worked!! so i bathe and headed to church.
gina finally came can. after sooo loooong.
and service was great like i had said earlier.
then after we planned on how to celebrate charlene's birthday.
and today cell group was fun.
also charlene helped me to understand yesterday's service better.
really thankful that fusion has her for our cell leader.
so i would like to shoutout: HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!

oh by the way she is just two years away from being twenty-one.
envious is the word guys.
cos twenty-one. is the year where my freedom begins.
where i can do anything i want.
that is like in six years time. gosh.
i know i can wait. hahs.

anyways tmrw i will be going to shanie house to play tony hawk again.
i think. who care lahs. i know i will going this week can lerhs.
yayness. cant wait.
tony hawk just rocks the playstation. x))