life always has a way to make fun of me.
i really wanna know why?!

life can be such a bitch.
especially when things dont happen when they SHOULD happen.

how i wish to live in bliss.
like that is so not going to happen.
how can anyone have such smooth sailing life?
it isn't fair.

alright. enough about this stuff.
life can be fun but can go ugly at times.

and nothing beats going out with my BABES!
i went to watch swing girls with them.
i think they were rather bored.
cause the show was cater to band people.

but there was this guy in the show who was super CUTE.
he really is so unresistable.
i mean he isn't good looking but can melt one's heart.
heh.

after, we went window shopping.
i was rather broke.
so bought nothing as usual.
i wass suppose to get another shirt from my sm.
but we didn't had time.

not to fret. there's still this sat. ((:

i think seriously there is sickness bugs in my class.
everyone is getting sick or already sick.
not to mention me.

teachers aren't happy with the attendance list.
hahs. too bad, it isn't our fault.

anyways, i realised something.
i been practising my clarinet everyday since last tuesday.
that makes today the seventh day.
and tomorrow is the eighth day.
whoa. i am so unknowingly hardworking huh?
hahs.

it's good practise for the upcoming syf.
i really don't wanna regret not having these practices when we don't achieve what we've been working hard for.
i really need the Mighty One's strenght to keep me going.
i know with Him, nothing is impossible. ((:

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i remember about a week back i happen to watch 8 mile as i was flipping through the scv.
the show is starring eminem and brittany murphey.
is that how her name's spelled? oh wells.

anyhows, though set in an messy society.
it really kinda amazed me.
how a guy with the talent actually freak out on stage.
a grown man afraid of showing off his talent; stage fright.

i think he is someone worth learning from.
stage fright; something that hinder alot of talented people.
who's to be blame?
emotions that evolved fear that became stage fright.

if only stage fright had a cure.
the world might be a better place.
too much hinderation. too much hesitation.
too much fear living among us.

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oh. look at the time.
i better do something about the biology homework.
it's been due for almost THREE weeks.

like my class or the biology monitresses even cared.
hahs. we are a bunch of irritants when is comes to that lim guy.
his lessons are boring and he is no better.

wrote too much.
time to run, guys.


i want to decide once and for all.
but i am hesitating. why?