i need a massager?
anyone?

i didn't quite spend Good Friday holy-ly.
instead of going for service i decided to have tuition.
i feel kinda guilty alright.
i should have known better. heh.

then went down to meet my parents at the sports complex.
after FIVE whole months.
i finally touched the badminton racket once more.

and i am so regret it right now.
cause my arm hurts sorely.

massager, anyone?

maybe i should use the osim vibrator.
is that what its called?
oh wells. who cares anyway?

afterwards, had sushi for dinner.
i handmade them alright.
it tasted, well, GREAT of course.
i am blushing. hahs.

then went to church for rehearsal.
and yesterday morning too.
it was for the performance today.

i finally am in church. hahs.
shhh..

well, today's preformance was rather fun i guess.
we were like enjoying ourselves.
nervousness didn't cross my mind.
not even once. (:

but it was tiring playing for continuous of at least thirty minutes.
good training for breathe support.
i can now hold 12 counts no problem.
or maybe a lcount or two lesser lah. hahs.

and the flute practically blasted my poor ear.
i thought i was DEAF for minute.
okay, maybe it wasn't so long. :P

anyways, i was rather sad.
cause jaclyn couldn't make it to service last night.
poor girl. she had throat infection.
and she's got syf on the eighth.
hope she recover soon.

anyhows, last night's service was different.
there was a stirring.
stirring of the hearts of the youth.

i sort of flash through my life.
i have realised many things i have been through were planned by the One above.

then i decide its time to stop deciving myself.
and let the One up there do the job.
i should just sit back and relax.
sounds fun to meee! (:

wells, i felt the presence of the Lord.
i cried my heart out last night.
the whole cell was changed.
we will bring the the TRUTH to the world.
to the hypocrite that live in the once perfect world.

alright, been so busy that i haven't even touch my homework.
i am so screwed.
i better go do something about it. hahs.

ps. thanks for the people who shown me care and concern regarding the last entry.
i am fine. nothing will happen to me.
yeah. thanks again, guys!!
love you all out there. (:

maybe its time to let you go.
but will i regret?
maybe. but again maybe not.