something i need to know?
but i do i want to?

how the one week holiday which was meant to be use for resting just passed me by.
do i shout hooray? yeah right.

wells, if only i could have holidays as and went i want.
that will be a like a premium of the singapore's school students association.
which maximum last up to as-long-as-you-are-studying plan.

but what i have just mention above wouldn't happen in a thousand years.
unless the 'higher' people has lost their mind.
which i had always hope since i started on the journey of seeking knowledge.
and i was only at a tender age of FIVE.

mostly, i was force into. didn't have much choice, did i?
i was surrounded by my own world of naivety.
when i left the authority of making decision to my most-loved parents.
but i know i ain't the only one.
every kid studying in singapore knows what i mean LAH.

long-sighted people we are.
but i ain't ashame of that.
its just a normal human behaviour.
which is a proof that not all humans are perfect.

i can see myself in the future, sending my kids (IF i do have) to a prestigious school to start their very own journey to seek immense knowledge that awaits them.
like how most parents see it.

that very piece of qualification can help land one a high position in a big-bucks-making company.
especially if in a limited space island.
i can only watch and let out a gargantuan sigh.

people must be thinking:
wah, suddenly this person starts writing chucks about studying.
is she okay?

well, i am stressed out by my results.
i got them back today.
that explain why i am talking about studies.
but there's nothing i can do except to work hard and pray i grow smarter as mintue passes.

but i can only hear yeah right from the inner voice.
somehow, i know i should not listen to that screwed voice.
i think it is trying to disencourage me.
due to the fact i don't let my brain cells rest enough.

i sound corny, don't i?
i dont know. maybe i am just pure tired.
shake me please, someone?

madness is trying to leek into my squashed up brain.
alright. enough of blabbering nonsensical stuff.

it less than 45 mins to the part 2 of part I of the LOTR is gonna start.
sounds alittle baffling yeah?

never mind. just know that its a NICE show.
that hot hunk, ORLANDA BLOOM.
wooo. i can only go ga-ga. (:

i sound like those whining wannabe ah lians.
go ahead and chortle. mean people.

anyhows, i better go grab a bite.
my stomach is grumbling.
can anyone hear it? oops.
better run. (:


i am waiting.
but do you know?